lost in the vast abysses of space and time

I don't know what is inspiring me and forcing me from inside to write here. Alot confused and don't know from where to begin. There's so much to pen down, but don't know what impedes me to do so and still keeps me in a dilemma. Feeling like I have lost in the vast abysses of space and time and finding myself through the crevices of my own world where I am walking on the boulevard of broken dreams. Don't know what are those dreams and yet running behind them to have a glimpse. Will add on further as I discover farther.