Muddled Mind

From some good time my mind is not following my heart and seems like I'm saturated with the journey of work. The haste of thoughts are moving badly within me. Mind's muddled up and I don't see any other options as of now (though choice remains with me.) Every night is haunted by the thought that I've to be in office the next morning and same agitation prevails from waking me up. When I look at my retired dad, I'm always surprised and shocked to know how did he managed to work for 35 long years. It's only 7 years for me and I feel I can't take anymore of this crap. He's full of energy, enthusiasm and very much active for the rest of the day just like any other kid. What I feel is we don't have that much patience and vigor what they have.

Don't know what's wrong with me in working or may be I need a good long break for a while. I'm glad my life isn't perfect, this reminds me I'm real, I'm human like others, I'm me......